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Monday, May 30, 2005

Girls

by Eko Prasetyo @ 8:16 PM

Just realized that some girls are born with innate charms that seems to attract the attention of men. I have met some of them, and I have fallen into all of them. In fact, I still am fallen for all of them. They are simply unforgettable.

Not all of them are beautiful by standards of magazines and all of that fashion guides, but they know how to make themselves appear unique and attractive, and thus they are able to radiate unique charms that no other ladies could match and seems irresistible for some men.

They know that they attract men, how to talk to them, how to "mind-sync" with them, and they enjoy the affection that men give them. Of course, they'll pick men for themselves to be kept as lovers, but they are not refusing showers of affection from others.

And still, they are confusing creatures, like the rest of them out there.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Hunger

by Eko Prasetyo @ 5:29 PM

Having a strict diet is not good for your mental health, especially if you have been a prominent eater for the first 25 years of your life. It causes deep hunger, mental illness, and if you are basically a very imagining person, you'll imagine many sorts of thing and strange urges to do strange things.

Another revelation given to me by my ownself.

Calling

by Eko Prasetyo @ 2:03 PM

I have never been an avid user of phones before, and I found myself an awkward person using them, especially mobile phones.
Added with that I have a somewhat short experience with ladies, I get all goofy and confused whenever I am the one who made the call.
But I have never have the same feelings whenever it is me who receives the call.

Inexperience?

Being a cheapskate?

Or am I just a passive person?

Guess I need to do more, this call to ladies.

Confusion

by Eko Prasetyo @ 9:56 AM

I'm confused.
What shall I do with my life next?
All the things I have wanted to try I have tried.

But that's not what I should think, right?
My life is still too short to be called boring....

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Bush : Money is Being Wasted

by Eko Prasetyo @ 7:42 AM

In here, the warmonger said that money is being wasted in bases maintenance across USA and it should be used instead for beating terrorism outside US.

Now that's being patriotic.

In a speech to graduates of the Naval Academy, he said the closings and realignments "will result in a military that is more efficient and better prepared so you can better protect the American people against the dangers of this new century."


And less funding for their own homeland security. Why majority of americans (and most of them should be peace loving lambs of the churches) choose some money wasting, war loving, oil hogging, apparent liar to become their president have been somehow incomprehensible.

His lies were bases for his life wasting oil lust in Afghanistan and Iraq. Now he tries to assure people of America that money should be diverted more into funding those senseless wars. Money that should be coming into social fundings, military fundings, and homeland fundings coming into the coffers of those Halliburton bloodsuckers and military contractors man-eaters.

Halliburtons sucks! My company's engineers know the feeling of being fooled by them.

I read blogs, and I know americans already feeling confused about their president. Me, an outsider, knows exactly that they have chosen the worst among the bad.

Friday, May 27, 2005

Hot Cold Cure

by Eko Prasetyo @ 6:41 PM

Today I confirmed that the best method for having a "Masuk Angin" is large portion of hot chicken soup.
Indonesian call it "Masuk Angin". Or "Catch A Wind". It was a kind of cold, when you have all chill down all your body, and your muscles ache like crazy, your stomach feels acidic, and there's a blood pulse pounding in your head. I didn't sneeze, so I don't think it was influenze.

"Masuk Angin" is my worst enemy in health matter. I turn into some kind of useless, non-immune human being whenever the symptomps occur. It had lead me before into contracting typhoid fever and dengue fever.

So a quick remedy for the symtomps must be found, and I declare hot chicken soup is the remedy !!



Peculiar Car

by Eko Prasetyo @ 8:38 AM

I saw this car two days in a row





"Go Let do it"

"Doll sex go"

Thursday, May 26, 2005

ParasITe II : The Ill Fated

by Eko Prasetyo @ 2:19 PM

I have written in my article titled "ParasITe" that there is a CRAPPY IT outsource company syphoning the money of my company.
Now the company has threatened to syphon the livings out of my company current IT Departement.
The current IT employees are being forced to be fired, removed, or retired.


Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Rest

by Eko Prasetyo @ 9:43 AM

In Indonesia, when we call a day which lies between two holidays (or a holiday and a weekend) as Hari Kejepit Nasional (Harpitnas) or literally means "National Squeezed Day". Many loaths, humorously, that why don't the government declare the harpitnas as a holiday too, as people have low mood when they have come to work (or school) anyway during this kind of days.

But for some, harpitnas also means a chance to take a long vacation, by taking leave. They can have extended holidays, have more time away from work. I am among that some people. I had my last of 2 off-days still unused to me, awarded because of 2 weeks field trip I have taken back in the last half of March. So I use it yesterday, a harpitnas placed between a sunday and a tuesday holiday. I planned to use the 3 days vacation as a chance to contemplate, to review myself of what have I become in the last 5 months of working time.

The result of my contemplation so far? I am a childish young man.

Well, not like if I have been contemplating for full 3 days, but I have been contemplating nonetheless.

That means playing "Command & Conquer : Generals", thinking about how should I call The Girl, thinking about whether should I forget The Girl or not, which digital camera should I buy, should I join my friend's net-cafe business or investing the money in Prudential's Prulink investment plan, going together with my friends to watch The Interpreter (cool movie, Nicole Kidman is such an enchanting woman here), reading "The Voyage of Jerle Shannara : Ilse Witch", and doing the real contemplating itself.

The real contemplating revealed that I miss my solitary geek life so much. I enjoyed my life as a geek once more during these last 3 days. Playing video games, browsing the net, cutting myself from the real world, imagining things and such, messing with my PC, watching stock market news on TV, and so on.

And it revealed that I have not been fully adapted to the work environment. I took my work environment as another playground, not as a serious place to be. I misuse my PC, using it as my blog template messing workplace, as my HTML trial lab, as my Yahoo! Messenger connection line, and as mean to do Blogexplosion things. When the official working hours have ended, around 5 p.m, I use it as a LANparty PC, got beaten badly playing WarCraft III. And if the firewall is not there, I might use eMule and Shareazaa to leech those badass animes out there as well.

My time on using my PC as a device to do my the job I paid to do is just 30% of the total time I am in front of my PC. See how I am still a child?

I can blame that my superior doesn't give strict limitations on how to use my PCs and the fact that he had not given plenty tasks for me to do. blaming others is the easiest thing to do when you are failing. But to gradually evolve to true manhood, I am aware that I need to slowly forget the habit of blaming others and relying on others to limit my playful instincts.

I just hope that my realization today will not fade away tomorrow, replaced by automatic habit of turning on my PC, clicking on Outlook, Firefox, and Opera icons, and do the time wastings I do everyday.

Automatization of time wastings have been a second nature for me, the contemplation have also revealed. Finding cures to it, I have been enlightened about, is the fast lane I need to reach that adult mindset.

Mulitasking time wastings have also done damages to my concentration. They give me impulses to jump from activities to activities. They totally have made me unable to focus sharply. Unable to focus is one way to lose efficiency in workplace, no?

I am hoping I have enough time left today to work on the cures for my liabilities...

Monday, May 23, 2005

Missing Lake

by Eko Prasetyo @ 12:25 PM

MOSCOW (Reuters) - A Russian village was left baffled Thursday after its
lake disappeared overnight.
NTV television showed pictures of a giant muddy hole bathed in summer
sun, while fishermen from the village of Bolotnikovo looked on
disconsolately.

"It is very dangerous. If a person had been in this disaster, he would
have had almost no chance of survival. The trees flew downwards, under
the ground," said Dmitry Zaitsev, a local Emergencies Ministry official
interviewed by the channel.

Officials in Nizhegorodskaya region, on the Volga river east of Moscow,
said water in the lake might have been sucked down into an underground
water-course or cave system, but some villagers had more sinister
explanations.

"I am thinking, well, America has finally got to us," said one old
woman, as she sat on the ground outside her house.


Wow !! A Lake disappeared overnight !! Probably those weird sci-fi movies have crossed their fictional boundaries and ventured into our fabric of reality?
Or probably the great earthquakes that have been hitting Southwest of Sumatra Island have been causing major shifts in the deep earth formations?
Or just like the woman said "America has finally got to us"

Being single Superpower is not good.....

Saturday, May 21, 2005

My Name...Philosophically

by Eko Prasetyo @ 7:24 PM

The thing I love about blogexplosion is that it brings me to many blogs made by people from all over the world.
I found many interesting from them. One of them is this

And this is what it says about me :

Description of Your First Name of: Eko

The name Eko creates the urge to be friendly and diplomatic, but we point out that it limits your versatility and vision, tuning you to technical details. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid and elimination system.

The name of Eko incorporates a potential aptitude for concentration and patient, logical thought along mechanical or scientific lines. You tend to prefer to follow normal routine rather than cope with the disruption and uncertainty entailed in trying something new. You gravitate to situations where you have stability and the opportunity to make slow step-by-step progress, preferably in a technical field. Procrastination and lack of self-confidence may restrict your success.

Blog Rocket

by Eko Prasetyo @ 3:31 PM

Blogexplosion.com people turn out to be a bunch of smart people. They added a "Blog Rocket", a whole new system for its members to promote their blogs and to achieve the "Mystery Credits" that their members (yours truly included) love so much.

The system is like this : Member put their blog on the list, elligible by surfing one other blog through blogexplosion members area. And then, as people see the list, they'll try to read all of them at once, hoping that they'll get Mysterious Credits.

More people will read the blog listed there.

But People will also put their blogs on the list, so the one who got posted earlier will be pushed toward the upper part of the list, and will be "Blasted Off" the list soon, if there are more people put their blog on the list. When blasted off, an e-mail will be sent to inform the owners of the blasted lblogs to re-add their blogs to the list.

SO, people will visit blogexplosion members area often, and will surf often.

SMART !!

GIMME DIGICAM !!

by Eko Prasetyo @ 2:58 PM

Man, I crave for a true digital camera. You see, the pictures I posted here are taken with my Siemens M65 celllphones. I have been longing to own one REAL digital camera. But the MONSTROUS list of digicams are getting longer and longer and longer and more confusing each day.
I have decided to buy a Canon Powershot A95 that have some good reviews out there, and it's compatible with some zoom lens accesories. But lately, my decision wavers because I thought Minolta Dimage Xi is a good one too : sleek, fast, and pocketable. I am kinda snapshooting, moment saving papparazzi.

So, can anyone gimme a good idea which one to choose ?

Friday, May 20, 2005

Please be Polite !

by Eko Prasetyo @ 7:58 PM

I talked about the loss that may be generated from the sub-standard manners shown by the parasITe, but a much senior colleague told me to stop and "be polite". That sucks !!

"It's a matter for the managements, not ours," he said "you are still under contract..so mind your own business". He laughed, made it sounds like a joke. Silly man. What's so funny about telling a man who wishes for a bunch of IT users to consider the loss in money caused by the people the company hires for tending their IT solutions to stop talking about it?

Corruption is everywhere in Indonesia, even in the vein of this man known as a brave, humorous man I called my senior. Not a corruption in material senses, but in mental sense.

And I thought he fears no felony...

Great Adventures Await !!

by Eko Prasetyo @ 6:28 PM

Morrowind and Gothic I & II. These three are the RPGs of my life. Now their sequels are on the built, I have reasons to get all extatic about RPGs again.

Yes, Morrowind Fans, Elder Scrolls IV : Oblivion is on the way. And for you, hardcore fans, try to save some money before, cause Oblivion will be a very beautiful looking game !! So why the money you ask? Well, simple : Beautiful Graphics = Powerful Graphic Processing Capability = MUCH MONEY FLUSHED !!

And yes, Gothic fans ! Your all time consuming, long wandering, life-wasting games have a sequel !! Gothic III is on the build, and it looks like a major graphic demander too !!

Lets just hope, for you fans of each of them, that the sequels brings much excitement for us, again

Oh the thrill of waiting !!


note : I have been wondering, why the hell those Indonesian software CDs stores still don't have "Beyond Divinity", the sequel to "Divine Divinity" ?


Paying Makes You Elligible to be Transferred

by Eko Prasetyo @ 5:57 PM

Indonesia is a country in which bizarre, corrupt, and client-abusing business thrive. Just take a look at the picture. This is a picture in which tells that a number of people being transferred from the front bus to the bus I took. This is a usual practice among the "Metro Mini" (medium-sized bus) to transfer all of its passangers to a nearby bus because it wishes to take a turn avoiding lame route on lousy hours. The purpose of the practice is to benefit from the higher-in-passenger-density reverse route.

I got pissed when I got transferred for the first time, about half-a-year ago. I still get pissed when these irresponsible buses do their practice on me.

We pay, we got transferred.

They corrupt, they got praised.

Sigh....

Greenpeace Infiltrator

by Eko Prasetyo @ 5:02 AM

Saw A picture of some greenpeace activists painted a huge crack on top dome of a building of a nuclear plant in europe. They have succesfully done it cause they managed to infiltrate the facility before.

*Infiltrated A Nuclear Plant.*

Point number one is they are able to infiltrate a nuclear plant. Well, the plant management shall be having a terrible week due to this infiltration. They must be saying : Thanks God it's just a bunch of greenpeacers, not some neo-nazis or oil lovers, or muslems extremists or such. But that's not the point. The point is that they have infilitrated, and the possibility of a bunch of ill-willed vandalists infiltrating a nuclear plant is now there. Scary huh? Greenpeace made it possible to something that they have fought against for years : the possibility of a collapse of a nuclear reactor.

Point number two : Is greenpeace a bunch of Bush's Oil Greed underling? I think there is nothing wrong with Nuclear Plants , considering their relatively green operational condition and rapidly increasing safety and such other improvements that have been made to the technology. I know risks are still there, but people who build a nuclear plant must already have a huge SECURITY PLANS inscribed in their mind, right ? Nobody builds a nuclear plant without knowing the risks.

Nuclear Plants and Fuel Cells are the energy of the future, and they'll likely be less war causing then oil today.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

ParasITe

by Eko Prasetyo @ 8:19 PM

Nowadays, it is not rare for a company to outsource its Information technology (IT) solutions to a specialized IT consultant. The company which employs me do just the same too, outsourcing its IT solutions. But, as I have said in my previous entry, " Bad Busines Behaviour", my company is plagued by the "apparent greed" of its owner. The IT consultant is a new company, built by and under the name of the broker built by the owner of my employer's company.

And It's a crap of an arrogant, underperforming IT consultant. Not to mention that its entry into providing services is an abrupt one : my company has agreed to eradicate IT totally from its structure, and put all IT matters to the fledgling company. And It's a crap of an arrogant, underperforming IT consultant. Already my fellow youngsters have felt antipathy for the company and sympathy for my fellow IT engineers for being threatened to be fired due to the presence of the new company.

It's a crappy underperforming company. Have I said it already?

Take an example : mail server.

My company has a mail server already, but somehow the IT provider has convinced the management to hand-over the mail server to the company. And the move to the new server is a crappy one. Not all mails can be accessed smoothly after the new server is already up and running. I myself suffers from the servers inability to communicate (the mails that come into the old server suppose to be forwarded to the new server, but the protocols are all jumbled) for about half a day. Not to mention that MS Outlook has become prone to crash after the implementation of the new server.

Not too mention that their supposed to be IT engineers are a bunch of idiotic, stuck up bitch-drones. God, it took 4 of these drones to fix what's wrong with my e-mail...and it's not fixed already !!!

Outsourcing is a nice idea for a petroleum company because the company can concentrate more on its core business. But handing it over to crap companies? It's more like we the engineers, geologists, geophycists, and field crews are being forced to make money for them...







Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Numbness

by Eko Prasetyo @ 7:04 PM

At the office, today, I felt numbness gripped my head. I don't know if it was resulted from my 2 days of overtime doing nothing but some monotonous job of sorting through copies of engineering documents and made 6 bundles of similar packages from them. I felt the numbness when I have finished them early this morning.

I just hate monotony.

I am a man who gets bored easily. Add that with my tendency to go sleepy when things get monotonous, you can figure it out that it is such a torture for me, these last 3 days.

I have never felt such a numbness before. Sure, I have felt some ultimate boredom, but never such a numbness. It felt like my brain didn't able to channel its electron flows, as if my neural connections have been boycotted by my neural system, unable to take anymore stresses that comes from the boredom and the monotony.

The things that cure it? Food so far for me.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Me The Investor

by Eko Prasetyo @ 3:47 PM

I have used a portion of my fortune to be used by others to make me richer. Therefore I am an investor, right? RIIIIGHT !!!!
Can I expect myself to be richer soon? YES I CAN !!

Well, it is true, I have become an investor today. Just signed my first contract to spend a quarter of my monthly salary each month to an investment manageress (quite a lovely young lady, this one is).

Finally, I joined many other middle-class youths that come from my generation : investing some part of their money into that industry that defines much of the economy of the world today : Portfolio Investments.

Well, basically, I call every non-material based investments as Portfolio Investments. That includes stocks, fund indexes, obligations, mutual funds, and so on. She called it "Equity Investments". Fair enough, she lives from it, so I can't argue much.

I have tried other kind of money-making schemes before : multi-level marketing schemes, internet affiliates (Amazon & Mediaplazza.com), & Google AdWords. And I have never been sure that these kind of schemes can generate money, especially that multi-level marketing ones : they rely too much on time-consuming interpersonal skills, which I know I have some, but not enough to be relied on.

So I have been thinking about jumping into the "intangible investments" bandwagon long before I received my first paycheck. I know they have their own share of risks, but after reading this book, I was convinced that the best investment for me will be this "equity investment" aka "portfolio investment".

The stock markets indexes have been rising steadily is the fact that no one, once given enough knowledge concerning it, can argue about. I have been searching on how to get my hand on one index fund investing.

When I have finished learning about this offer for investing, I almost instinctively agree to join it. She said that some parts of the money will be invested in index funds, so I made it that my money will be invested fully in an "Equity Investment" scheme, which means it will be allocated fully to be managed in stocks and indexes. That's exactly what I have been wishing for.

And she said there will be some flexibility concerning on the way how I wish my money to be invested on, so there's one more limitation diminished.

And so people, I'm an investor now.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Book Review : First King of Shannara by Terry Brooks

by Eko Prasetyo @ 2:27 PM

I first read books of Shannara series when I was about 16, during my second year in highschool. English novels are an interesting books for me, now and then. But back then, I lacked the money to obtain one myself, so the best I could do was borrowing them. I remembered that I read "The Elfstones of Shannara" and "The Wishsong of Shannara" back then. Those two were good reading and able to made me immersed into them. I remembered reading them everytime I had spare times : when it was lunchtime, when it was resting time after sport class, and even when the teachers was so boring. No matter that there were some words that I couldn't understand the meaning, I kept on reading, cause the characters, the events, and the plots that were told in those books were so captivating, it stimulated my imaginations.
And that is the exact kind of magic that I sought in this kind of fiction novels : stimulations for my imagination (as you can see in my comicblog, I am a man who has things for making comics)

And now, present day. The man I am now is a man of source of income. I have the meaning to buy books that I wish to buy. And from so many books that I wish to buy, fiction novels are among the ones I wish to have.

So, I bought one, 10 days ago. It is "First King of Shannara", by Terry Brooks. I chose it because the word "Shannara" is already familiar, and chosing something out of familarity is something wasy to do.

Here is my take for the book : It is irresistible.

It doesn't start slow, and it doesn't stop rolling from the start. From the first told meeting of Bremen the Druid with Kinson Ravenslock the Tracker, to their travel to the Druids "refugee" of Paranor, to the gathering and the travel of 5 people in search for the answers on how to nullify the impeding threat brough by the returning Warlock Lord and his army of Trolls, Gnomes, and The Foul Netherworlds Creatures commanded by their Skull Bearer captains, to the wars between the hideous army with the dwarves and the elves, and till the end of the wars, this book took you on a journey that you will not be able to resist.

The story is a classic one : An impending threat is coming, and none but the exiled Druid is able to learn about it. So went he did, trying as hard as he could to seek assistances in every corners of the world on which he had travelled during his journey to learn about the much hated secrets of Magic.

A tracker that went by the name of Kinson Ravenlock is the first he sought. Loyal friend that shared the same way of nomadic living as he was, the two then travelled to Paranor, the Druid Keep, in his effort to enlightened the self-isolating druids about what the world would be facing soon. He then came out of it rejected, but he went out bringing with him 2 friends. Tay and Risca, that share the same idea and belief as he was, and the assurance that the the most powerful secrets of the druids were secured. They were later joined by another dissatisfied Druid, Mareth. Together they travelled to their first destination, a place of secrets held firm, Hadeshorn, to seek answer from the keepers of the secrets.

Imbued with 4 visions, the Druid then told his friends to separate into three, two to warn each of their races that a threat was coming. Two more came with him to sought ways to make the vision realized.

It is after this separations, Terry Brooks skill in writing shines. Each of the separated persons have their own story, personal story. And Terry told it in a way that is deep and enchanting. He told them in a way that will make the readers feel at one with the said characters, one with their feelings, with their emotions. The readers will be guided to understand each characters traits, their fights with their innerselves, their efforts to understand themselves, and their ways to resolve conflicts and gave ways for fate to unfold.

These personal stories are the main essences of this book. They are emphasized more then the magic wielded by the characters, more then the slashes of swords, the lunge of arrows, the combats, and even bigger then the mortal wars between the Warlock Lord's army with the dwarves and the elves themselves. And yet, Terry managed to make them in tune with other aspects of the book, making the books an inseparable experience, and he told them in a flow so smooth, the readers will not realized that they have been taken deep and far into the epic.

It is an epic as expected from a writer of this level of experience and fame : the travels are long and demanding, the fights are brutal and mortally endangering, the battles are colossal and tactical, and the personal struggles are enchanting.

But the book is not without flaw : it feels rather flat sometimes, especially when describing fights and the battles. Terry chose to make the fights and battles left as is, without much emphasis on the cool parts of them. But it's not a fatal flaw, the book is still a great book to read.

And like a great book to read, upon reaching the end, you will feel that you have been brought out of a great adventure, and wish for more.

Then he began to rebuild himself. He drew from the life of the garden to accomplish this. He drew from the creatures that had once been human but no were longer so. He found the essence of what they were, the core of what the black elfstone's magic had made of them, and he let it blossom within himself. He became like them....

The Elves watching could see him change. They could see his tall, slightly stoope form shrink and curl. They could see his gangly arms and legs turn gnarled and bent. They could feel the foulness creep over him and into him until there was nothing else. They could smell the decay. They could taste the ruin. He was anathema to anything good, to anything human, and even Jerle Shannara, steeled as he was to face what his friends was about to do, shrank from him.

Madness buzzed within Tay Trefenweyd's head....

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Jacket Design #1

by Eko Prasetyo @ 6:11 AM

This is a design made by me for a jacket that I intend to use daily




And this is the model "wearing" the jacket





Please leave comment whether it looks good or not :D




Friday, May 13, 2005

Grey Kitty

by Eko Prasetyo @ 10:04 PM


Poor Grey Kitten
Laid On Grey Stones
Poor Grey Kitten
Slept on Cold Stones

Fate Brought You
Fate Taught You
Fate Fed You
Fate Made You

Be Strong, Grey Kitty
For Live is Hard
Be Alive, Grey Kitty
For We Know

You Are Forsaken
You Are Independent
You Are Alone
You Are World's Alone

Grey Kitty
Inspire Us All








Thursday, May 12, 2005

Certainly Uncertain Split Second

by Eko Prasetyo @ 10:20 AM

Life is certainly an uncertain thing.

Went into an elevator this morning, and as I watch the door closed, a beautiful lady is coming, so I reopened the doors. And as I look further outside, there's this girl. The Girl. So I held the doors much further, and she went in. I won't see her and wouldn't share the same elevator and have a chat early in the morning if I just let the doors closed earlier. It was a split second decision, and worthed every millisecond of it. We were talking about flower and curse. Go figure :D

And next, I have a friend, and I thought he was a decent guy, until I saw him do this to another guy



Just look at those smiles.....YIKES !!! Life's uncertain, gotta to see them all !!










Sleepy Head Me

by Eko Prasetyo @ 7:27 AM

There's something wrong with me. I'm unable to sleep late more than 9 p.m.
I mean, I'm a man, with male friends who seem to don't mind of staying up
late. When I tell them that I am unable to bear the idea of staying up
late, it seem the idea is such a thing that lowers my value.

Just like last night, I took the liberty to join my friends on a game of
futsal and later on, game of pools. When the clock hits 8.30 p.m, I got
nervous, sleepy, and seems to be homesick. When I told them "hey guys,
lets go home, it's late", they said "hey man, the night is young, why the
rush"

I then said goodbye to then, left them feeling sleepy, out of focus, and
confused. Why can't I do things like them?

Probably my habbit of sleeping early at 8.00 p.m and wake up early at 3.00
a.m that I had been doing from my junior high time up to my senior high
era seems to be unable to leave me completely. Especially that wake up
early at three in the morning. It is such a torture when you got home at
nine, unable to sleep till 12, and then ended up awaken and unable to
sleep again till it's time for you to take the morning routine and leave
to your job place with such a tortured body and mind because of lack of
sleep.

But I've found some cure, although temporary. I can sleep on the way to
the office by buses. I can also misuse my office time to sleep for about
10-20 minutes to somehow tame my restlessness due to sleepinesss. It
works. But nothing like a long sleep.

Man, I'm sleepy now.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

War Begins !

by Eko Prasetyo @ 9:08 PM

Had a warcraft III lanparty this evening. The first ever warcraft III lanparty I have ever had. And like any other inexperienced beings, I got crushed easily. Well, at least I'm not got crushed easily alone. My partner seems to be another inexperienced being, and we got totally annihilated by a master (who is another friend of mine) and his "easy" computer artificial intelligence partner.

I just hope that was not the latest lanparty I'll ever have....

Monday, May 09, 2005

It Brings Traffic

by Eko Prasetyo @ 9:04 PM

Blogexplosion surely brings a lot of traffic. But at what cost? The time spending to browse others blogs. But that's what the spirits are, right? Making a community of blog-readers and writers. Combine Blogexplosion with something like sitemeter, you'll recognize whether your blogs have visitors that really read your blog or are just come by, waiting for the 30 seconds to gone bye before they hit the correct number.

The positive site : you'll be encouraged and be challenged to make your blog as impressive, as charming, as inviting, as readable, and as memorable as possible.

The negative site : yours are read cause you have been being forced to spent so much time reading on others.

Anyway, like I've always said : The Potency Is There, so Seize The Day and Let What Will Be, Will Be


Sunday, May 08, 2005

The Old Feeling

by Eko Prasetyo @ 11:42 AM

I'm back on drawing comic arts again. It doens't feel like it used to. The old feelings of joy of drawing seems to have been reduced a bit today. I used to be automatically absorbed to my drawing once I put a paper to my desk, hold my pencil, and put the eraser ready. Now it feels different. Now I'm not completely absorbed. Other things that go in my brain seem to be able to disturb my drawing.

I can only think of some possibility of causes that can make the difference I am feeling today. One is the fact that I have been neglecting this arts-drawing activiy for almost 2 months. This long absence seems to have caused me to begun losing my comic drawing talent. And to make matter worse, I feel like I don't matter if the talent is escaping me. This feeling makes me worried : If this talent can be erased slowly due to being neglected, will my other skills fade away too if I haven't used them for long?

The other is the fact that I have been having a lot of emotional turnmoils lately. Besides feeling and instinct, arts need emotion. And it can be sure that if emotion is damaged badly, arts seem to lose its meaning.

And finally, inspiration. My inspiration seeking part of my brain seems to be in comma. I guess the emotional turnmoil has weighed much of my nerves that some of them seemed to have been forced to undergo dormant state. And again, it feels like I don't mind losing it.

Well, I have not been able to understand myself lately. Deep introspection seems to only way to cure it.

Anyway, if you wish to seem my comicblog, click this

He is A Corruptor. How He Looks Like?

by Eko Prasetyo @ 5:51 AM

Again, another move was made by Indonesian President.
You see, here in Indonesia, government have been making list in which people who has been suspected to have done corruption. The list is given to all authorities responsible to watch over any outgoing and ingoing port everywhere in Indonesia. But so far, the list have never been succesful on reducing the number of corruptors who escape to other countries, especially Singapore.

Sorry, Singaporean, but the fact that there is a rule which states that any person that invests in certain amount in Singapore can be awarded Citizenship of your country. Added that with your government's reluctant to do extradition of the suspected corruption, many Indonesian sees your country as a country where robbers all around the world gather.

Back to the list.

The president went to an International Airport without any formal announcement, and went to the immigration post. There, he found the computer that stored the list was an old and unreliable computer. He experienced multiple hangs and freezes while using it. Went to the immigration office, he found the computer that stored the list was more reliable. He checked a name, the data of the name appears.

But no photo of the person who got blacklisted, and no fingerprints data. Mr. President got disappointed.

"This can't be a right thing, can it? How come someone who supposes to be not able to leave the country can do it? (I hope) that there won't be any occurence of fugitive be able to escape bringing hefty amount of people's fortunes" Said this once four stars army generals, "The improvement in the fugitive blacklisting computerization system is one of the key to prevent the escape of corruptors and the incoming of criminals. In facing this transnational crimes, it is vital that immigration authorities make a quick movement regarding it."

So we all now know why there are so many corruptors and drugs agents coming and going into Indonesia. No one can tells by the face if the person is blacklisted.

If you understand Indonesian, check this link


Saturday, May 07, 2005

No Aids For You, Poor Things, You Smoke !!

by Eko Prasetyo @ 2:57 PM

The President of Indonesia visited a local village leader and gained from him a new, fresh, and seems to be effective way to combat smoking and gambling. He was there to inspect how the local authority personnel distribute food and health financial aids to the poors among their citizens. He asked the leader of the village (or "Lurah") whether he had distributed them. The lurah said he had distributed them to the persons he thought eligible to receive aids. The president asked him again : who are they?
Mr.Lurah said that almost all of the citizens received them (his village was a poor one), except those who caught smoking and gambling everyday.
Mr.President, awed by this very statement, asked Pak Lurah why he set that kind of standard?
Mr.Lurah then gave his reason : If they can smoke and gamble, that means they in have fortunes that they can turn into food and medicine, especially if they do both regularly.

Mr. President was so inspired by this statement, he made a decision to think about making this condition applicable nation wide. The Coordinating Minister of Citizen Wellfare was ordered to find ways to change the regulations so that this idea could be implemented.

I think it's a good idea to : If you smoke and gamble, that means you are fortunate enough to be not considered a poor person, therefore you are not considered a candidate for aids receivers.

And I believe, if it can be implemented nation wide and be ran without hesitations, the numbers of smokers and gamblers among those who belongs to low-income class can be reduced significantly.

About time something new emerges to eradicate those two plagues of civilizations

For you fortunate enough to understand Indonesia, see this link to read it yourself

Friday, May 06, 2005

Poverty is A Crime

by Eko Prasetyo @ 8:11 AM

Let us declare that poverty is a crime

It is a crime because it has been 'causing much trouble to this civilized world
It is a crime because only crime breeds crime
It is a cime because it's not a pretty sight to behold
It is a crime because it needs to feed on questionable things

It is a crime that needs to be eradicated
It takes a lot of people to wipe it off the face of the world
It is going to need plenty of woman and man to hold hands together to cease its spreading
It is not going to be an easy task, but it will be worth the price

We must not ignore poverty
Everyone who ignores poverty must be deemed criminal
'Cause ignoring criminals means helping them to spread
So everyone who ignores poverty is criminal too

Think of it, people, what can we have if we eradicate it

A world where there's no one sleepless at night hungry
A world where children enjoy their rights to learn and play
A world where no one is told to die by petty money
A world where no one is criminal

So let us hold in hands in peace
Gather our minds, hearts, strengths and riches
To spread the Blessing given by God to us
To eradicate this one crime that is the root of all crime



Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Boredom loves me...sigh :(

by Eko Prasetyo @ 10:41 AM

You know, one thing that I hate most is boredom. Nowadays, the thing seems to cling to my life like fleas cling to a dog's fur. Unwanted, Unbearable, but Untouchable and Undefectable. Not even Blogexploding helps things out to kick the boredom.
I think this is time for me to take a leave and contemplate that means sleeping all day about my present status as a man.

but then again, there's one cure long forgotten for the evercoming nemesis : take a long walk from and to the office building.

Yes, it still works after it have never been used for so many long ages. I can't remember when is the last time I used the "Boredom Walks Off" method to detach my nemesis, the boredom, from me.

Unlike many other things that have never been used for long time, the walk is still there, intact, waiting for me to use it, and so I use it.

And it feels like anti-matter do to matter for the nemesis : It obliterate it.

BUt I know, like some main character's main enemy, it will come back again. Hopefully the antidote will not be forgotten next time

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Bad Business Behaviour

by Eko Prasetyo @ 5:34 PM

I work for a local oil company, owned by local people, have totally local employees. I have been working there since December 16th, 2004. That means, I have been working for about 4 and a half months now.

I was a very happy man when my interviewer said I got accepted. Well, for someone who graduated and then for 9 months had nothing productive to (for 9 months, I played video games, watched TVs, ate, drunk, defecate, and trying to figure it out what could I do to make my blog looks unique), having his first job is truly a blessing. I can tell people then that I am not a parasite anymore, that I can walk on my own feet now, and soon I may be able to do things that I have been trying to do but have no guts to do it because my parents have not allowed me to spent my allowance on those things.

When I first step on my office as an employee, my world seems glorious and full of joy.

Now, four months later, am I still a happy person ?

I still am, but there are a lot more emotions that have been building up inside me. And many of them, the bad emotions, have been encroaching, seeking ways to dominate my soul.

sounds like when Anakin is turning into Darth V, right? Many of the reasons why those bad emotions are mounting up can be seen on older articles on this blog.

Now, I am going to tell you things that have been bugging me ever since I know the truth about them.

You see, when there is an oil company operating somewhere, there bound to be service companies attaching themselves to it. Well, its not such a bad thing, oil companies need the service companies to drill wells, to test wells, to fix wells, to suggest what to do with wells, to guard the area, to provide civil structures. Well, service companies do almost everything, even food catering for personnels working in the petroleum company area of operations.

Ah, the food catering. Let's start about the problem that is the theme of this article from there, shall we?

The catering is owned by the wife of the one of the owners of the petroleum company. Smells fishy already ? I was startled when I heard this revelation. It feels like the owner doesn't want his company's money goes anywhere else, right? Well, this is just a starter.

Every now and then, an oil company needs to buy things in order to do things to its area of operations. Whether it is a tool to complete a well or renting services, the company needs to release an order paper (whether it's a service order or a purchase order). The order needs to be signed accordingly by authorized persons. And finally, the paper will be handled by the procurement officers to be examined, released, and given to the right vendors mentioned in the paper.

Normally, that's what will be done in an oil company.

Now, my company does it differently. When the paper reaches the procurement, they'll examine it carefully to see if there's any loophole in it. If they found one, they'll return it to the division that made the paper, requesting revisions. Once the revisions are done and the paper is deemed ready, they signed it up, and give it to another company's representative.

Not, it will not be the vendor, but a broker company. Why? Cause it is what the owner of the oil company wants : give it to the broker company? Why the broker company? Cause the broker company is owned by the owner of the oil company. WTF? Yep, he is a greedy man, from my point of view.

My division manager once said that for any project, the General Manager said we can't have an administration failure anymore. This mean we can't officially blame the broker if something turned up bad and hinders the progress of a project.

I say it's basically the owner version of saying : Don't Mess Up With My Broker !!

Well, that's one thing you have to learn how to love, isn't it ?

And the greed doesn't end there. There's more.

Every oil company needs to contract a service company who can provide it with rigs to do things like drilling or fixing wells. Rigs are truly an essential part of an oil company's life of operation. Whichever company gets the contract, they'll be a VERY HAPPY company. Sure, the crews will be breaking bones and squeezing out sweat once in a while , but they'll be happy breaking bones crew, cause whenever they are still under a contract, they'll get money even when they're not working.

And this kind of "paid whenever you're under term of contract" kind of thing that rouse the greediness of the owner of my company. He forced his way into breaking the contract of the old rigs provider (eventhough they have performed nicely) and made sure that it was his own rigs provider that got the new contract.

oil pulls out the greed out of people ?

Now, I have never experienced bad things with the new rigs, but that's because I haven't been sent to the field lately. I have my experiences with the old rigs provider, and the seemed unfit to be out of contract. From what I've heard from people who have experiences with the new rigs provider, they seems to be fit enough to be kicked out of contract.

Their rigs don't have stairs, my company built them stairs. The crews don't have enough tools, my company lend them. How's that for services provider ? Sucks big time, isn't it? Yes it is. I'll be praying a lot nothing bad happens involving the rigs whenever I get sent to the field next time. They seems to be dangerous rigs.

Oh yeah, that broker goes by many names. I have done a preliminary study on an oil processing plant expansion, and my division manager gives them as a guideline for study projects that will be done by an engineering company that will be awarded a contract through a tender. And the bidders for the contract? The broker. Well, there many many names bidding for the contract, but they are all the same company disguised under different names.

Suck big time, isn't it?

That's what we, the young, greenhorn, naive engineers think whenever we get into these topics during any chat. They make us grumpy, angry and feel like we're being cheated. All of that efforts to increase and optimize productions seem to be syphoned by the greed of the owner of the company itself. It feels truly unfair.

Well, is it unfair? God Knows...

It's been a long article, thank you for reading it completely :)

Monday, May 02, 2005

Jakarta in Pictures : Motor City

by Eko Prasetyo @ 5:53 PM

Jakarta is a city filled with two wheeled beasts and their wild riders. The increase in their populations can be blamed to the increase in fuel prices, the invasion of cheap motorcycles from china and korea, and the revolution in the credit methods of purchasing a motorcycle.
The population increase has given another problem to already problematic traffic of Jakarta : traffic, flood, crimes, problematic traffic lights, egoistic drivers, occasional gridlocks, and now the number spikes of motorcyle numbers.
They speed, they take sudden turn, they hit sidemirrors, they put a dent on cars.
They are the new emerging threat that if not controlled properly, Jakarta will be a much worse metropolis than it is now.

See it for yourself below.


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Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sent to Wrong Address !!

by Eko Prasetyo @ 6:51 PM

Man, I forgot to edit my blogexplosion registration !!
I registered my blog as http://strivearththingkings.blogspot.com, and I have changed it midways into http://the-hip.blogspot.com !!
Now 240+ credits have been wasted on the old blogs !!
Man, and I have to wait for admin approval for the new address to be...well, approved !!

Got any Carrefour ?

by Eko Prasetyo @ 8:17 AM

At least one sunday, every month, this kind of conversation occurs



Me : Where are you're going, Mum?
Mom : Carrefour.
Me : What to buy?
Mom : Your dad wish to buy a hanging racks for the bathrooms. I wish to buy some apples. Your sisters wish to buy some cosmetics.
Me : Can I come? I wanna buy some cables and see the price of the cellphones.



and the rest is the fact that the entire family is off to the hypermarket Carrefour.

Carrefour, they say, is a hypermarket chains that come from France. And when they built their first hypermarket here in Jakarta, many people were surprised by the concept of it. They have never seen a gigantic singular room filled with things that are arranged just like they will be in a supermarket, but in larger numbers of things and types sold. They see it as if a supermarket, an electronic store, a hardware store, a bookstore, and many other stores are fused together. Add that to nicely arranged shelves, discounts programs, the ability to get a refund if you found a similar item but lesser priced outside the store, and the feeling of doing family things together, you get a concept of a shopping centre that have been rising fast in popularity and settled into every middle to upper class people's mindsets.
Doing shopping for fun? Go to Carrefour !!

I'm not advertising Carrefour, continue on reading

But Carrefour itself has been causing a lot of trouble to the city of Jakarta, especially those who have concerned that the establishment of a Carrefour building in Jakarta have violated some regulations made by the city itself. The authoritative power to give licenses needed to establish such a large hypermarket (note that there are indeed a hypermarket that goes by the name "HYPERMARKET", and one more that goes by the name "GIANT") have not been given to the Governor of Jakarta by the time the first Carrefour was built. But since the governor (and many other authoritative personnels here in Indonesia) is a stubborn, corrupting, anything goes for the money type of the guy, he bulldozed his way through the protests and give licenses to build the hypermarket anyway.

And when the hypermarket proven to be succesful and attract a lot of buyers and not to mention its ability to provide thousands of job opportunities, people's protests began to be vaporized and they just went silent and watch how Carrefour has been building new and gigantic premises almost everywhere in Jakarta. Not to mention the itchy local supermarket giants like "Matahari" and "Hero" have been following suits : they established "Hypermarket" and "Giant"

And Jakarta have since seen the erection of the GIGANTIC commercial buildings everywhere. It seems that every property tycoons wish to have the tallest, biggest, and most attractive shopping centres, considering that what drives the economy of Indonesia is consumption, not production (sigh....).

And, like the rest of the world, hypermarkets eat away market share of its smaller competitors, forcing a lot of smaller, much older shops to be closed because there's just not enough consumers coming again.

But, old small shops here in Jakarta are not only being eliminated by giants, but from modernized chain of small size supermarkets, or we like call it here in Indonesia : "mini markets"

But that's a topic for another time.

Desktop Alien

by Eko Prasetyo @ 6:31 AM

Or just a nicely curved USB led light plugged into a UFO shaped USB Ports hub.

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what do you think, neat eh ?

Hey, Dude, Keep on Flying !

by Eko Prasetyo @ 4:46 AM

Phuket Air is forbidden to land in Netherland because of the pilot's inability to give a medical approval papers. The Dutch authority has also suspected that many cheap, international airlines have been omitting some flight safety standards in order to cut costs.

Scary thing, don't you think? There you are, on an airplane bound to land, and the airport authority is telling the pilot you can't land there because the previously landed plane from the same airways failed safety check. Well, it won't be like that, but to think that a plane carrying a lot of people didn't get a safety check before it took off is a real life nightmare.

And here in Indonesia, there are this booming of cheap airlines last 2 years. It seems every top business entity is trying to build its own airline. Well, my flight experience can be counted by one hand's fingers and I have never taken a cheap airline so I can't tell what is like to fly with a cheap airline, but the idea of cheap = insecure have been plaguing my mind when it comes to airways.

To add thing to the scare, one of that cheap airline had a terrible landing failure last year, resulting in the body of one of its aircraft parted in the middle and lots of death.

Is cheap = insecure ?