Clueless

by Eko Prasetyo @ 7:55 PM I watched movie together with girls, I am the only boy. I took a camping combined with mountain hiking. I gave a girl flower. I joined a chat room. I had never done them before I have my own job and my own income. Why have I done them then? Simply because I want to catch up with life. To do things I have never have the courage to do when I was still under my parents wings. To liberate myself. And what have been happened lately ? I asked people to come to a rafting activity. No avail. I asked people to come to watch movie together again. No avail. I emailed, called, and sms-ed the girl. No avail. I acted the way I have been in the chat room. No avail. I am now a clueless being. Clueless and bored. Boss have been giving me no substantial tasks as other people are busy with their own tasks. I'm left alone. Clueless, bored, and lonely. That's a lethal mix for a man's life. It's been slowly poisoning my will to move forward and change completely from what I was before donning the title "Engineer" My new fur is slowly undergoing embaldment. My old fur is returning. A completely lonely loser geek. | My Alter Ego | Blogroll Me! | |