Day 10. 2006

by Eko Prasetyo @ 4:05 AM Day by day, I feel that my dreams are leaving me and leaving me defenseless against the reality. My dreams are all I have to sooth me and keeps me company for now. And lessons for so far is that my dreams will stay to be dreams for me and will be a reality for others. If I want to have some nice things, I must not dream about them, or others will have them. It sucks: I do best dreaming, it's half of my life. If I forfeit dreaming, I'll be half empty. I know the empty half can be filled with reality. I have been trying to do it, but so far, reality's face is dominated with ugliness and it's muscles have been strangling me. I know I must be strong, but I fear that by becoming strong I'll release that man I know from the mirrors: evil, spoiled, insane. tags: Journal Rant | My Alter Ego | Blogroll Me! | |